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Bloom Baby Bloom

by Haiva Ru

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1.
My head has been in a daze I haven't slept in a week I made a promise to you I can't keep It's driving me to the edge I walk myself to the ledge I'd jump a thousand feet Just so I can finally get relief And the feeling of falling out of your love Has a dread I couldn't ever dream up And it haunts me just to think of what I'd done And in light of everything we'd become I'm finally learning to love myself Better than I have before And I know that means I'm breaking your heart Oh, but lover, we were broken from the start I hope you look at us still And feel the love that I felt I know that soon you will build Your life again with someone else Is it selfish to keep wanting you this way? I know I'm the only one here to blame You can't move on when I'm always in your way And we both know I can't stay I'm finally learning to love myself Better than I have before And I know that means I'm breaking your heart Oh, but lover, we were broken from the start Lightning strikes in the same place We better run and hide 'fore it finds us again It's dangerous to think all the things we could have been Lover that's a war we will never win Is it selfish to keep wanting you this way? I know I'm the only one here to blame You can't move on when I'm always in your way When I can't make up my mind either way I'm finally learning to love myself Better than I have before And I know that means I'm breaking your heart Oh, but lover, we were broken from the start Think I made a promise to you I can't keep Think I made a promise to you I can't keep
2.
Space 04:36
I hope you’re the one I wanna stop searching If you hold me tight I might finally stop hurting We spin like a record (we spin like a record) We’re just stuck going backwards (We’re just stuck going backwards, backwards) I can’t fix this pain I feel Trying to find a way to heal Seasons come and go so soon I feel us fading too Why do I get the feeling I should let go and give this some space? Beneath the surface can you promise me everything’s okay? Can you tell me what you feel now so we can save face? Do you have the heart to stay? I don’t think you’re the one But I’m scared to be the first one to go I just want you to hold me tight So I feel a little less alone We fix it just to watch it break Repeat like a broken tape I want you just to stay with me But I don’t trust in “meant-to-be’s” Why do I get the feeling I should let go and give this some space? Beneath the surface I can’t you promise you everything’s okay Wish I could tell you what I feel now so we can save face But I don’t have the heart to stay Why do I get the feeling I should let go and give this some space? Beneath the surface I can’t you promise you everything’s okay Can you tell me what you feel now so we can save face I don’t know if I should stay But I don’t have the strength to go Flickering just like a flame Burning so low Tell me is it time to be honest? Honestly I don’t know I don’t know if I should stay But I don’t have the strength to go I don’t know if I should stay But I don’t have the strength to go Flickering just like a flame Burning so low Tell me is it time to be honest? Honestly I don’t know I don’t know if I should stay But I don’t have the strength to go I don’t have the heart Why do I get the feeling I should let go and give this some space? Beneath the surface I can’t you promise you everything’s okay Wish I could tell you what I feel now so we can save face I don’t have the heart to stay Give it space, give it a little space Give it space, just a little babe (Give it some space) Give it space, give it a little space Just a little babe Give it space, give it a little space Give it space, just a little babe (Give it some space) Give it space, give it a little space Just a little babe
3.
Wildflowers 03:34
I'm falling apart quite beautifully I look at the stars Wonder which one you might be I could have been more But I was so afraid And all of my words Just couldn't hold enough weight I wish I could reach Past the stars and past the moon I just want to know How far from me to you I wish that we wrote Oh God, I was so proud It's just the words in my throat I could never get them out I see you now In every wind and word You finally got your feet off the ground Now you're free as a bird Wildflowers in half bloom Dull colors paint the room How could I ever blame you Wildflowers in half bloom Dull colors paint the room How could I ever blame you
4.
Flames 04:11
Flames I close my eyes for a little and Pretend that it's not really the end But the flames keep rising, oh I pull the covers over my head Pretend not to hear what you just said But the flames keep rising, oh And I still can't call you on the phone Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? Where did you go? I pull the car to the shoulder and Digest the pain that is surfacing Some days I feel it breaking through my chest We picked the bags up from your place We watched the blue sky turn to grey And just like a movie, over and over it plays I just wish I could reach you by the phone Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? Where did you go, where did you go, where did you go? I close my eyes and you were gone from me I close my eyes and it all feels like a dream There in the middle of the night I saw it on the T.V. Flames, God knows why It feels just like a bad dream Just like a bad dream Just like a bad dream If I did say all I wanted, would it have changed how it ended? If I did say what I should have, would you have stayed? And it might always feel like it was just yesterday
5.
The End 02:04
The earth was dull The waves got so old Your face a blur in the rear view mirror Eyes so thin Limbs shaking It’s the end Right here Eyes so thin Limbs shaking It’s the end Right here
6.
I never wanted it this way I never wanted it to cut us down like that I never wanted it this way Cross my heart and hope to die Why does it feel wrong Feeling this high Something kicked me in the side and said Love will leave you high and dry Floating across the desert sky Kissing stars while we fly by Can you hear that voice inside saying Love will leave you high and dry Called me names and said goodbye You wonder why I never replied Did it make you feel good inside Love it leaves you high and dry It's the risk you take i don't know why It was always tearing up my mind Can’t you see I’m torn inside Because love it leaves you high and dry Plain and simple You and I, are just shattered pieces left behind I could never say goodbye Love will leave you high and dry I never wanted it this way I never wanted it to cut us down like that I never wanted it this way
7.
We've built something just to watch it fall A blackened summer, know it's not your fault You see though my friends they're all talking Say they know of your kind But I'm still trying to make sense of it all It's fine I've got time I've got time to figure it out Now you're gone and I'm left With all these hard feelings But it's fine I've got time I've got time to figure this out Now you're gone and I'm left With these hard feelings I can't fathom never having you as my friend But sometimes seasons end too soon And we are forced to forget The winter bleeds into the spring It carries your scent Well I'll hold you in my heart Hold you in my heart as long as I can It's fine I've got time I've got time to figure it out Now you're gone and I'm left With all these hard feelings But it's fine I've got time I've got time to figure this out Now you're gone and I'm left With these hard feelings It's fine I've got time I've got time to figure it out Now you're gone and I'm left With all these hard feelings But it's fine I've got time I've got time to figure this out Now you're gone and I'm left With these hard feelings
8.
I'm sure we'll work it out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you see you I'm feeling distant You're always so calculated Don't say you're sorry I'm just feeling isolated I've got my problems You've got your places And I won't dare resolve them Inside your sacred spaces I'm feeling distant You're always so calculated Don't say you're sorry I'm just feeling isolated I've got my problems You've got your places And I won't dare resolve them Inside your sacred spaces I'm sure we'll work it out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure this won't come crashing on down I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you see you My heart skips a few At the memory of you My pulse goes off beat When I think of you touching me I want you so bad Can't you give me something? We go in circles You fill me up then leave me starving My heart skips a few At the memory of you My pulse goes off beat When I think of you touching me I want you so bad Can't you give me something? We go in circles You fill me up then leave me starving I'm sure we'll work it out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure this won't come crashing on down I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you see you I'm sure we'll work it out I'm sure I'll see you later I'm sure we'll work it on out I'm sure I'll see you later
9.
Swim 03:20
(Spark) (Catch me) Lit a match and watched it spark Kindled up my fractured heart Dancing as I fall apart Will you catch me? Come and hold my broken bones Keep me warm when it gets cold Honey love can be so cruel Not with me I can show you A different kind of lovin’ Moving closer in time Seeing stars oh How you had me blushin’ Play it back in my mind You forced your way in my head Now I’m underwater and trying To catch my breath Another wave rolls in But I think I can swim Trying not to let it show I think you get the hint You know I’m in I’m driving all over town at midnight (Oh) You’ve been all in my head gotta unwind (Oh) I’ve been drowning lately in your riptide (Oh) Gotta get up high Gotta get up high Lit a match and watched it spark Under California stars Dancing and I’m falling hard Will you catch me? Lay your head down next to mine Let our bodies intertwine Honey love can be so blind Not with me I can show you A different kind of lovin’ Moving closer in time Seeing stars oh (Oh) How you had me blushin’ (Oh) Play it back in my mind (Oh) You forced your way in my head Now I’m underwater and trying To catch my breath Another wave rolls in But I think I can swim Trying not to let it show I think you catch my drift You know I’m in You forced your way in my head (Oh) Now I’m underwater and trying (Oh) To catch my breath (Oh) Another wave rolls in (Oh) But I think I can swim (Oh) Trying not to let it show (Oh) I think you get the hint (Oh) You know I’m in (Spark) (Catch me)
10.
Beautiful futures In a moment disappeared All that I had known suddenly Became so damn unclear Pictures that we’d paint How they change with the time Visions from our youth Begin to dissolve with every line Well there went my heart Six feet in the earth And all that was pure and perfect Had left and gone away with her And all that we had hoped Was like dust in the wind Thinking to myself Will I ever come away from this? Will I ever, will I ever, will I ever? Then I saw yellow flowers start to bloom Just like all the pictures that you drew I hung up every one up in my room Because they remind me of you I was sitting criss cross on my roof Trying to catch the stars that burned out too soon That's when I heard your voice coming through Singing,” Bloom, Bloom Baby Bloom” Come on baby bloom Baby bloom Come on baby Baby bloom Come on baby bloom Baby bloom Come on now won’t ya? Baby bloom Come on baby bloom Baby bloom Come on now won’t ya?

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released April 19, 2021

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Haiva Ru Santa Barbara, California

Indie pop artist Haiva Ru combines celestial vocals with dynamic indie rock production and infectious lyrical melodies.

This year Haiva Ru released her first single, “Swim”, co-produced by BAYNK, whose production gives the sound an atmospheric mystery.
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